i wish i could be here right now but i have realized that with other things going on in my life offline i am worn down and just at the edge and not wanting any more at all and too many bad thoughts i just can't take anymore. i can't be here on the forum right now. it's not because of anyone, i just feel too insecure and triggered about posting just because of me and my stuff. i really like here and all the support. i am so thankful for you all very much - in so many ways you have helped me grow and think and heal and hang on throug awful things. i just need to somehow survive and i don't know how and i just can't be here right now. i hope maybe i will find a way. i just can't take anymore of life and need to go away for ahwile. i just can't do this and i am so sorry. you all are very wonderful. good bye.

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(((Janedoe))) It's okay. Of course we would rather you stay because we really care about you, but it is understandable to need to take a step back. Remember the past few weeks when I had to take a step back? I just couldn't find a way to post and taking a step back really helped to focus on getting over the major bump in the road that I was facing. I hope that the time away helps you to focus on your needs and feel better as well. Please know you will always be welcomed back with open arms. Take care of yourself!!! (((hugs)))

Jane,
Thank you for letting us know, and it's perfectly understandable, I have needed to take breaks from time to time. The important thing is that you take care of yourself and get through what you're facing. And can I say thank you also. I really enjoy having you here and reading your posts and seeing you grow, I'll really miss you. And to quote STRM, you'll always be welcomed back with open arms. ((((Janedoe))))

AG

(((Jane)))

I'm sorry things have got too much for you and that you are struggling so much. You will be greatly missed here. Look after yourself and come back whenever you feel ready.

Butterfly

((Jane)) I'm so sorry to see you go. You have been so very helpful to me in my crap. I'm sorry I haven't been able to return that help but I do think of you and hope you are doing ok. Please take care of yourself and come back if and when you can.

Smiley

Take care of yourself, Jane. The door is always open. (((Janedoe)))

(((Janedoe))))

I've taken breaks before too. Sometimes we just have to do that. The important thing is that you take care of yourself first.

Liese

Janedoe,

I do hope you reconsider. Are you sure this is what you want? Your contributions here will be greatly missed.

i can't respond much right now... i hope to later. thank you so much everyone for your kind words. LG you are right. i do think i really want this more of as a "see you later" than a goodbye for good. i sort of need to go away to take care of me and can't be online for a little bit but i'll be back as soon as i can. you all are too kind. i will miss you all in the meantime.

Jane,

I’m sorry everything’s so hard right now. I really respect your decision to take some time away and take care of yourself. I can relate to a lot of what you said, and I completely understand feeling insecure and triggered about posting, and that those feelings are not because of anyone else here. I hope to see you again soon, Jane. And don’t worry about responding, I totally understand!

Mac

janedoe,
So sorry you aren't feeling well. I too understand the feelings that come up with posting. Please take good care of yourself.
seablue

Every time I see this thread, I keep singing the song "Please Don't Go" by KC and the Sunshine band.

So sorry you're laving jane, please take care of you, you are very special,

starfish

((((((((((Jane))))))))))

Take care of yourself, sweetie. Will miss you so much. BUT I am glad you are taking care of yourself...watching your own boundaries...that is a very healthy sign. Hope you come back to us real soon.

But for now...



Big hugs,
SG

Dear Jane,

I'm so sorry for whatever happened that has thrown you so much. Please be gentle with yourself and take whatever care you need. We will be thinking of you and ready to welcome you when you get back.

Love,
Jones