Hi everyone.

It is such a relief to go back to my new P after the break. It has been such a long four weeks. Being out of my routine and Christmas are such a tough time for me and I know for many of you too.

The session was good. I had become majorly depressed during the break and was obsessing about my old P continually (that is how I comfort myself and I know it is not healthy but it was the only way I could survive the long break). This morning I have woken up and feel that I don't have to think about him at all.

My sessions are going to be weekly with my P from now on and monthly with old P with a view to stretching out the distance with old P until I can dettach from him.

Thank you for all of the support and encouragement I receive here and I appreciate the time and effort you put into your posts and sharing your stories.

Wow Halo. Good for you! I hope everything will be getting better form now on.
We'll be really happy for you that you are getting out of this pain.
Take care and let us now how is it going with the new P.