Is anyone else dreading the holiday weekend? My T is gone for the long weekend, everyone looks like they are having fun, and it is so much work to act like everything is grand on the outside when you hurting on the inside. It seems so much more magnified on weekends like this. I want to have fun--I hope it is better than it seems it will be.

whereami

Hi whereami, Im new here but I feel your pain. I recently broke up with my girlfriend and my son and friends are stepping up nicely. Im in NH and its rained for like 40 days and 40 nites and will probably rain tomorrow.sorry to hear of your sorrow. Don't you have any friends or family? They are the best therapy
I know of. Best wishes, get out of the house and experience something new and exciting, you have the power

I'm sort of dreading the holiday because our neighbor invited us to their house. I'm going to have to put on the happy face, which I don't really want to do, and be sociable with lots of people I don't know, which I really, really don't want to do. Who knows, I may end up staying home, but then that's just another type of awkwardness.

I don't do especially well on normal weekends. I dread holiday weekends