Hi Gang!!

I sort have been MIA this week, but all is good. I started work on Monday after 3 months off, and I have been exhausted all week.

I just wanted to post that I am doing pretty well. A peace has entered my mind and body. It is such a nice feeling. I am not sure why, it could be the meds, or it can be the fact that I am just letting things be.

So for now, the demons inside my head have been put to sleep for awhile. I break will serve me well I know.

Kats

Kats

I'm so glad that you are back and that things are peaceful for you. You deserve it! It must feel good to be back at work, but I understand the exhaustion.

I hope the demons stay away for a very long time so you can get used to the peace and quiet.

PL

Thank you both.

I hope the demons stay away as well. The funny thing is that I don't think I have ever known peace. At least not that I can remember. It feels so abnormal or different.

Usually I feel like I need to be running in 15 different directions, and my mind never stops. Now I can just be with me. I feel okay inside my head, It is a quiet.

Well quiet except for the dream I had last night. The demons definitely found a way in through my subconscious. The dream brought up some issues that I think I need to address with T. Maybe tomorrow. Seems to be alot of childhood trauma issues.

Kats

Hi Kats,
Good to hear from you and that you're doing so well. It is an amazing feeling when you realize that it's quiet inside. Its a sure sign you're feeling more grounded which provides you with more resources to deal with your life. So even though some stuff may be finding a way in through your subconscious, be aware that you are even more prepared to deal with it. As we heal and increase our capacity, we can deal with more difficult material, which in turn clears out space and energy allowing us even more stability. You get stronger with each turn of the wheel.

AG