I'm going on a trip for a few days with my f.o.o. and I DON'T WANNA GO!!! I mean, the trip itself will be fine, and I'll deal with the dysfunctional relationships/styles of communication, but what's really bothering me is that I don't wanna be that far away from my t...

I'm only pushing my appointment with her back a day and it's not that the time will be that much of an issue, but I feel like I have gotten really close to her lately and I don't want to disrupt that by leaving the state and going out of my nice little comfort zone. It just makes me sad to even think about being that far. I know it's silly because it's ONE DAY longer than normal but I just get scared that things will be different when I come back... I wish she'd just come with me... shit, I'd rather hang out with her than the f.o.o.! Ugh, this whole thing just sucks. I don't want to leave and get all out of my routine and off track and everything!!!!!!! I'd actually prefer to stay home and pass up a *FREE* vacation just to remain close to my t. Damn this attachment!

^#(*&& )#)&)*) _)#&*^(*#%$*) *#@$&*^$#*#&$ <---- This is me thrashing about, stomping my feet and throwing a fit!

Thanks for reading.

-CT

Well, I'm headed out of town tonight guys. Still having lots of anxiety but I'm trying to push through. Talk to you all next week.

-CT

CT -

I hope your trip goes OK. I know what you mean about being out of your comfort zone and your routine.

Hang in there, you will be back before you know it, and then the very next day, you will be in your T's office.

I'll be waiting to hear how your vacation goes.

OW