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I truly wonder if therapy is just making me worse off. I was happy, and go lucky for the longest time. Since I have started this brain disection I have tried committing suicide, and recently decided I wanted to start cutting myself. Not all has been bad though, as I have felt amazing calmness and peace in my mind.

If you haven't already I think it would be good to talk about this with your T ASAP

I think therapy often makes things worse for a little while - the stuff kind of turmoil of the mind that we're always talking about.

I hope you've been able to talk to your T about the stuff you post here, and I'm glad you're still going. I know talking about quitting and actually quitting are different. It's just a hard, uphill battle most of the time, I think.

I hope you're willing to talk, and I'm happy to hear from you. Take care of yourself 'till you post again, Kats!