So for those of you who are familiar with the email scandal that took place with my T and me, well mainly me, she finally emailed me back. It calmed my nerves a little bit, but I'm still pretty nervous about seeing her now. She was really nice about everything and that she was glad I wasn't sugarcoating how I really felt and that I didn't have to be so hard on myself. She also apologized for taking so long to respond back when I was clearly not in a good place, and that we would discuss it more on our next session. It made me feel a little better knowing she doesn't hate me after I basically cursed her out. I'm really anxious yet excited about seeing her and I'm not sure whether I'll give her a big hug when I see her, or be distant. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Thanks for the support y'all! Y'all are great

jennythediva09,

I doubt it is the first or the last time T will receive an email from an upset client. If T is good T will know how to handle everything.

My T had to have a lot of patience with me (she taught me more than I thought possible because I'm so stubborn ).

Doing the for you.

kansas

Thank you both very much!

Kansas- I'm very stubborn as well and even though I'd like to see myself as a really nice, sweet person who hates confrontations and is very emotional and sensitive, I tend to get very very very aggressive when I need to be. Thanks for the wave tee hee. I won't jump for joy until I finally get to see my T again lol.

Echoes- knowing my T, I'm pretty sure it won't be a disaster after all now that I've taken the time to think rationally about the whole situation. I feel like she knows me too well to understand I didn't mean any of the things I said. Besides, at the end of our very session she said she could tell I was feisty lol!