Hi AG,
I just wanted to say, that in all I have read from you, you have never been off base.
I have not been on in a while, but good things are happening. I am learning to feel a bit more comfortable in my own skin - and for me, that is huge. I see my T every two weeks and tomorrow is the day. Normally at this point I am stressed with things bottled inside, but tonight- things are pretty cool- so that shows growth.
A few weeks ago- I was dealing with some parent-early childhood issues involving issues of ... well- feelings of not being protected when I needed protection- this lack of protection led to bad things happening to me. Any way in the midst of the pain, as I silently sat with my head down in my hands, my T crouched on the floor next to me and placed his hand lightly on my back. Then his other hand on my forehead. Nothing weird though. He was trying to comfort me, but I went completely numb.- couldn't think or feel, so i just sat that way for several minutes, trying in my head to figure it out. The following session he told me it was body therapy. (earlier in the session, he brought up trying the EMDR therapy again- I am a bit afraid of it because I really don't get it)In between sessions- I had one late night of anxiety, but also I was remembering some early childhood stuff, that I had not remembered before- at all. Is there a link between the body psychotherapy and the flooding of memories I'd experienced several days later? Have you ever experienced this? Is this a product of body-psychotherapy- do you know?
Not much more to say- other than I hope you are well and I always look forward to hearing from you- You and everyone else.
All of you are such a great comfort.