Hi True North - Thank you so much for reading and replying to my post. As I read your reply, everything you wrote resonated with me. Thanks for putting to words what I could not. I do feel very disconnected with T1 and feel like I shouldn't. I was quite angry with him a few weeks ago, but then it transitioned to being numb. Maybe it just turned into repressed anger.

I am starting to attach to T2. I only have two more sessions with her, but I am thankful for her reliability and stability. I have thought that if T1 leaves for an extended period of time again, I would probably leave him.

Thank you for validating my need and reminding me that my feelings deserved to be heard. I forget that often. Thanks for your input!

Hi Elsewhere - I think less thinking is great advice! Thanks! I tend to over analyze every little detail to a pulp until what I was trying to process becomes unrecognizable! Maybe I'll just stick to the hiking for now.