Tas, I think your therapist is an extraordinary, wonderful, understanding T, and he likes you, too. As you said, he knows you have attachment problems with him and that you sometimes do things to aggravate him, push him away. Also, I think it was quite spunky, which he probably does, too.
Once when I was in the hospital, I stole my file while the nurses station happened to be unattended, and ran into the restroom and locked the door. I "read" the illegible garble until they could find the key. But they didn't kick me out. They know we have problems and realize we will do reactive things on occasion. I just want to say again, that your therapist sounds like a good man, and I hope you will stay by him.