quote:Wonder what I will look like when the whole shield falls down? Wonder if that will ever happen?
The really interesting thing for me about ya'll conversation so far is that I really identify with what ya'll are saying - being the clown, performing, but also just never letting anyone "in." But I don't really know what _isn't_ that but _is_ me. Like, if someone asked me to "be myself" and I didn't do that, I don't know what I'd be.
It's actually more than a little scary to even think about.