quote:Like, if someone asked me to "be myself" and I didn't do that, I don't know what I'd be.
I know the feeling. If I were to be "myself" around anyone, they would not recognize me. The "inside" me is so different from the "outside" me. I don't think I am really comfortable with either one.
JM - It all sounds completely understandable to me! (Of course that is from a nutty person!

I decided that since I won't see her until the 31st, I am journaling every time I feel low and I will send it to her before I see her. Already I have written some pretty deep stuff. Hope I have the guts to mail it. It sorta makes me feel like I am talking to her and I can imagine the expression on her face, and some of her words. It helps to calm me down.
PL