quote:i discovered that it is vulnerability that scares me so much.
HB
I think I have this conversation every session with my T. It affects me in every part of my life. With every relationship I have, even with my husband. I am "scared to death" to open myself up and let someone in. I am only just letting my T in and I have been seeing her for 2 yrs. And asking anyone for anything that fulfills my needs - puts me in a state of panic! So, I just portray myself as someone who has it all together and has no needs. My insides definitely do not match my outside. And now my insides are screaming to get out and I am scared.
I guess we can slosh through it together.

Merry Christmas
PL