Well I managed to get through my usual appt day w/o my T. I have to say it was a rough morning, but I took an early nap and was in quite a different mood afterwards. Instead of despondent I was a little more angry. I don't know about anyone else, but sometimes I find that anger can be a little more productive than being extremely sad. I experienced some flashbacks and because of what triggered them that's what made me angry. I hate feeling hostage to my past.
I hope everyone else is doing ok. I am sure there are a lot of emotions this time of year for many.
Take care all!
JM