Yes, what you wrote does make sense....thank you for answering/responding to my question....Your comment on mother and infant/child.....My mom was (she passed away 2 1/2 years ago....in my arms) a very kind and gentle soul yet quite emotionless/distant and silent. It was only in bearing witness to her transcendence (that precise moment in time) that I realized we had finally bonded and connected.....not when she was alive.....only upon her death......This left me feeling alone and abandoned yet again.....(big sigh!!)
I will put the violin away now....
Deb