I sent her a long email, very long, about 8 pages, about what I felt was going wrong here and she just emails back an appointment time, not addressing any of the issues. I feel pulled back, like a hook pulling at me. I think it will be another awful session where I get all upset and she just sits there and say I have complicated mental issues that are require a psychologist but that we can work together for three months whilst I transfer to the psychologist, but my previous T still feels that this counsellor is damaging me as my previous T thinks all this talk about complex mental issues is so down putting and not taking the whole of me into account.
Me too.
Urgh, but I suspect I shall go on Weds morning anyway. I find it so hard not to. I am still attached. Urgh.