there is also the possibility we might put all this ending anger and stuff to one side and work on the issue of the three year old turning away from care and closing down emotionally.
I should leave this C, but I am so heart enmeshed with her, it is frantic if I try to really do it. i have been awake from 4am this morning and don't see her to til 1pm. I shall be tired out by the time I get there as I am working this morning. Sigh. I would like to ask for you to wish me luck but I think I need far more than luck.