Sheychen ... I was thinking tonight about a pinball machine .... and how the ball has to find its way through the course by bumping into the rubber barriers and bumping off again ... and thinking about your C and how it is just a bump off .... You must continue on your way with the least amount of friction possible in order to find your path ... Try not to read too much into about your worth .... The reasons may become clear in the future why things didn't work out if they are not clear now ...