I found that I really don't have a hard time looking my T in the eye. The only time I found I had a hard time looking her in the eye was when we talking about my past "flings" which made me really uncomfotable since I had never openly talked to an adult about those tye of relationships. On occasion she looks down at her little folder type thing when she's thinking about what to say to me or when we have a little quiet moment after I've calmed down from crying ha. Other than that, it's not hard to keep eye contact at all. Plus, she has these really beautiful blue-green eyes that change color depending on what she wears that I find myself constantly staring at
