Feels like lying

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I feel like I am lying to get attention. That I want my T to think I was hurt so that he will take care of me. That I am manipulating him into protecting me, which doesn’t even make sense because I don’t need protection now. I am ashamed of myself.

I sit here and think, “God, Bee, why would you feel the need to lie to him? What is wrong with you?”

But then I go over everything I have told him and realize that it was all true. Why does it feel like I am lying? Why do I feel like I am so bad for telling him?

9/10/113:28 PM

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