Yea, me too. It had a profound affect on me. I just hope I CAN hold onto it this time. It is so complex. I told my T that it feels like there is so much tucked away in every crevasse of my brain ready to pop up at any given and often unexpected moment. I don’t mean to go where I do, I just do. Seriously, I don’t think her words and stare could have made it any clearer what she was trying to convey to me.