Reply to "I want my T!"

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Thanks, TN. I did finally call him--after spending half the day unable to concentrate. He was very understanding, and it was so good just to hear his voice. This is not the first "abandonment" dream I've had while in therapy. Apparently, I have some sort of latent terror of being abandoned that shows itself whenever the connection to my T grows stronger. Ugh. And it does not sit well with my façade of self-sufficient independence. The whole idea of being attached to this man, WHOM I PAY!!!, makes me crazy. It's beautiful and ugly, unnatural and effortless, painful and joyous all at once. *Groan and sigh*

9/9/1410:29 AM

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