
I can completely relate to the leaving part of what you are saying. I think all I have ever known is leaving. Leaving continually from the time I was born (although at such a young age, I wasn't choosing it). Then I got older and leaving is all I have ever known, so I leave.
I am trying to do this differently with the Therapist because I know if I go, I will keep leaving and as you stated, never truly heal.
Thank you for sharing.
T.