Hi Caroola,

Wow, incredible story. Sorry you went thru such a nitemare but sounds like justice and decency won out. A real cautionary tale. Glad you had a good outcome.

If nothing else it makes me think twice about having too much implicit trust for my T.

Have to be careful, tho not paranoid, since I am extremely vulnerable -- chronic illness, social isolation because of the illness, a dysfunctional relationship with my partner/girlfriend, sexually frustrated. And then this T comes along so charming, beautiful, supportive. Started to worship her. Fortunately I am starting already to come back to earth and last night's session was more grounded in reality.

I think the infatuation, terribly painful longing and sadness, and feelings of crushing rejection are at heart of what is wrong with me. And that going thru it is important, even if at times i feel too much despair to go on. But not sure about this since my own self worth is not far above zero lately.


thanks
anton