Good for you in being able to come to terms with your loss and with figuring out the issues around yout anger, denial and resistance. I just feel so lost when I try to wrap my head around the process (how to get started, how you 'feel' or 'own feelings'). I know my P is there and should guide me, but she leaves a lot for me to find on my own, which is tough for me.
Thank you very much for sharing your story with me. It shows me that there is possibly change and/or peace at the end of it all, and that's where I need to get to .. the end of it all.
Thanks again!
Holly