The wallowing went pretty well! I had 3 hours sleep each night between Monday and today (Thursday), so I had plenty of time for dwelling on my stupidity and wallowing in self pity. Thanks for asking!!!

What's going on with me .. hmm I went to Therapy this Morning to apologize for Monday and to have a proper closing .. but now I'm still in therapy

You must be a glutton for punishment to have asked me if I wanted to talk. Seems that writing things is the easiest way for me to unload, vs. talking, so there could be pages AND pages of talking .. are you up for that????