What an interesting thing to say! Especially for us here with DID :P
I believe I got to this site from your squeeze ball my T had (which I used briefly) and a pin or something she had ... with the reptile on it.
I'm not keen on 'squeeze balls' I'd rather plow someone in the face :P ok... actually I'm rather gentle. Still trying to figure out the 'let go of anger' thing here. I still think that anger keeps me going, and lack of anger will have a negative effect on me.
Did I tell you I'm thinking of going on a 'field trip' with my T to a bee farm? Don't have the details yet but I'll keep y'all posted.
Dude