last therapy I basically cried the entire time. I just couldn't stop the tears even when i tried my darnest. She says it's 'a good thing' though it feels, honestly, like shit at the time! I'm not much of a crier.. I'm good at fighting and arguing though! i don't know what the 'switch' was (HA! no pun intended :P ) but I feel on the verge of tears a lot! I don't know how to deal with it actually... I tried so hard not to cry that I got a headache (though the tears still flowed!)I'm not sure how to cope with dignity!
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p.s. things are a bit better... having a hobby (my new train track) makes a big difference!