OW- Thanks for sharing your experience. I, too, hate cleaning. I don't want to ever do it, and when I do, I find that I try to get it ALL done at once (what was that about poor regulation...). I just long for some consistency from myself, but I feel like it is far off. I know it will take me a while to get there, and I am glad I am not the only one who feels like I can't get easy things done!
Sure do wish our parents/caregivers had been better models of stability and consistency (among other things, of course)!
-CT