I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. I was seeing my son's T and grew quite attached, and had to stop our sessions last month when my son was referred to another T. I had to start seeing a new T and really wasn't looking forward to it at all. This was one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through, and I can understand your pain and your fears.
I was going to ask the same things as AG. I hope you will have time to process this with your current T.
Thinking of you,
OW