I found this site called "Psychotherapy Networker" with lots of continuing education webinars and articles for therapists. I am kind-of obsessed with how therapists actually do their jobs, and this site is a treasure-trove of information.

There is a magazine with articles that you can read for free. Each issue focuses on a single topic, and I found them really intriguing. I just spent over an hour reading the entire Trauma Issue.

One of the articles in this issue (The Trauma Myth, triggers for CSA) was helpful to me as it helped me see that I wasn't a horrible person for not fighting back or saying no as a child. However, there is a paragraph towards the end of the article that seems to imply somewhat that the abuse was the child's fault. I believe that the sentence is badly written and isn't actually trying to say that the abuse was the child's fault, but please don't read the article if that sentence might trigger you.