So nice to hear from you
It was hard to reach out for support...and trust me, I've been fighting doing something bad since. Thank you for your response. Yes, I can call or text her anytime outside of session but I just can't quite bring myself to do it. You know that whole struggle thing...the push pull. I have that mindset of "forget it...I don't need her anyway. She will text me eventually b/c she needs to confirm Monday's appointment and then I just won't respond!"....yeah the little child in me. Ugggg. I need some more time to sit on it and then I'm sure I can do the adult thing...hopefully. She is a very good T, very in tune with me and usually pretty dependable. everyone is human I guess...that child in me is just screaming though!