Thank you all for the wonderful advice. I appreciate it. Really. But today it's falling on deaf ears. I'm just so hurt and angry right now. Every wound in my soul is raw and aching. I don't know how I'm going to talk to him on Friday. I may just sit and stare at the floor again. I want to cry, but my stupid body won't let me, so I've got this mountain of pain sitting hot and heavy on my chest that refuses to budge. I'm so tempted to crawl back into the dark and seal the exits so he can't see me.