I can imagine what it's like to not feel ready for termination. I only get to see my Tfella 12 times, period, in a year (boo to managed care). The group meets weekly and is unlimited, pretty much, though it probably will go away over the summer 'cause we won't all be here, and he's a co-T for the group, but like you said it's not the same as when you see 'em alone. It's like he's a different person, and he is, kinda.
So I get to see Tfella I think 3 more times. S'rough, and I don't know how to handle it.
And I really resonated (resonated? Does that mean what I think it means? New word for me) with what you said here:
quote:some of it left me feeling like...I don't know...like unfinished. Like I needed some answers I didn't get. Like something was missing but I don't know what that was. I think it's just me feeling uncomfortable with some feelings that came up today that I don't want to look at just yet.
After all the over-stimulation of group, I feel all adrift and I keep going over things in my head. And uncomfortable, like there was a lot going on under the surface that wasn't talked about. Maybe we were dancing around something in group, like you said you were with your T. Hm.
Thanks much for the welcome. You're right; I don't feel so alone.