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i'm hating on myself as well, so you're not alone, AG. slowly, the realizatin that i have needs is sinking in. the next step is to accept that they are valid and have meaning.

the struggle continues. i saw a quote on myshrink that goes something like "if you don't change your direction, you may end up where you're headed". that's speaking volumes for me right now. i know i need to change, but i dawdle i think because i don't know what that change looks like. maybe i'm a control freak? never considered it. i am in charge and i am scared to death because i don't know what i'm doing. so, the white flag went up and i sent an email asking for an appointment. and i'm feeling sick all over again

it had to be done. and now i feel like a drama queen. thanks for reading my pathicness, if you did, and i'm sorry for it.

7/26/137:00 AM

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