Yak, you received some good advice here. I also feel like you do, but it is not as intense. I don't think my T hates me....I just think he tolerates me and we have had many "fights". He did tell me the other day....that he did not like me...because of the way I acted. I was okay with that and deserved it and was so glad he was honest with me. We talked it out and that is something I never learned to do...and..he did not leave me. We worked it out. He felt comfortable to tell me that and I was able to withstand it. Your relationship will become stronger You will come together. Stay strong and know you are not alone in this struggle.