I'll go along with that, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it. It's probably some kind of coping mechanism for something. I've actually done the same kind of thing, but did not know what any of it meant. It sounds like you at least know how to interpret what it means, or at least some of it.
As always, there is comfort in knowing other people do the same kinds of things (((RT))) and (((draggers)))
