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I think you should call him, Mac...this is serious. With what you are going through right now...it is totally reasonable and even so, so good that you should reach out for extra support!! Sometimes, when things feel too everwhelming, it can be that we make things into almost "not a big deal" in the way that we present oorselves to our T, if you know what I mean? But your T needs to know that you need him badly right now. Let him know...absolutley, let him know.

Just my advice...take or leave, of course. I'm so sorry that your mom would encourage you to drive on bad roads for "an adventure." That is crazy making stuff, gosh I really hope that your T was crazy acting just because of power outage, or even just not fully understanding how much you need him right now- but if not than he seriously needs to learn to take you a bit more seriously.

hugs, Mac...call him! really! Find a private place where you mum can't eavesdrop, and call him.

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I think I’m leaning towards trying to call him now… I’m just so scared of someone hearing me and I don’t feel like there’s anyplace I can go without having to be really paranoid that my mom’s standing outside the door. I won’t have anything to say but yell at him WHY THE HELL WEREN’T YOU THERE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Have you and your T been working at on on making direct requests and stuff?

Yes, I know what you mean and the majority of the time I ask flat out.. but I guess it just felt appropriate to say that because it was exactly how I was feeling and I thought my T would get how I was feeling with getting his text while I was in the middle of a movie theater with my family...

We agreed on no phone session today with my whole family being home, I didn’t feel comfortable doing that, but then in his text he said that we could schedule a phone session if I need to before next Tuesday.

maclike... hahahhaha! I was seriously cracking up laughing! I just changed it, maybe an hour ago.

i didn't think what you said was insensative at all! it was really helpful actually, it's was a good reminder.

I want to call him because if his phone is dead then it will go straigt to voicemail.. but i also dont want him to answer and then what would i do? say "oh sorry, I was just calling to see if your power went out and your phone went dead and you couldnt charge it? But I cant talk so bye!"

I dont think he's on vacation yet, since we would have had a session today if not for the snow, but even so he's never out of contact on vacation, even if he cant talk he'll will text me and let me know what time he can call me at.

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yay indeed! Glad he's there for you MacLove