the weird thing? i dunno what it's about. sure, there is a lot for me to be angry about... but it's almost like i'm looking for anything to be angry about...
i think there is something i am trying to ignore or not feel, but i dunno what it is...
i have a session this afternoon...
oh, this is tough. i gotta figure out what is going on with me...
i'm tired of fighting the anger...
(edited to take out one insigificant personal detail)