I've had this before and am going through something significant from it also.

There are times I know what it is, but many times I don't.

Hoping you feel better...

I've often wondered why my mood has changed around some anniversaries especially if I'm not actually thinking about them.

B2W

It was a year ago today that I last saw former T for a therapy session. Over the course of this past year I've run into her about 4 times (usually at the clinic she works at). Most of the encounters have been wonderful! I end up missing her more after I run into her. Seeing as I won't be going to that clinic anymore for other business, I won't be running into her.
I miss her.

Maybe around town I'll run into her. I would think it would happen seeing as we live a few miles away from each other (about 6 minutes driving by car).

Part of me wishes that I didn't need to reflect on past sessions with her for an assignment for T school. It makes me miss her even more. Although, I realize how much she taught me and how some of what she brought to my therapy sessions I want to emulate in my clients' sessions.

Ok...I need to log off to work on a paper and presentation.

Thank you, Joy!

Well, I didn't have a great session with T last week and I started missing former T so badly. Then, I had to type up a paper for one of my classes talking about something that former T and I talked about a few times. Of course, the overwhelming feelings of me missing her about a year after leaving her got to me. I sent her a thank you via FB. For some reason I thought she would respond because she has the last two times I wrote to her. I saw that she read my message, but she has not written back. I don't know what I expect from her. I know she told me her door is always open and that I can come back anytime I need to. I already have a new T though (who is free currently) and former T costs money that I can't afford (I'm sure she'd work with me though to make it a bit affordable).
Also, I was thinking that her office could take me on as an intern next year, but having learned from things from school profs. they probably wouldn't let me intern there due to ethics.
sigh...
I've had a tough day with clients and co-counselors, so I'm not in the best of moods.
I better get to bed.
Thanks for reading!

(((Athenacus)))

I hear the anguish in your recent posts. I can only imagine how hard it is to be on both sides of a T relationship. No wisdom. Just wanted to let you know that I feel for you.

Outsider

Thank you!!! You all are sooo supportive!

Athenacus: I'm really sorry for the pain you are feeling. Hope things start to get better soon.