This whole thing w/ T2 that I'm going through (long story - but trust me I'm legit stressed right now). I am getting no sleep, I wake up every 20 minutes from "nightmares" (they are B-rated nightmares, like a lame horror film w/ bad acting) , shaking, sweating... I fall asleep at 4am even though I'm not capable of thinking anything to keep me up that late and then rise w/ the sun at 5:30AM and desperately try to sleep more but it's just so uncomfortable.
I don't know why I'm posting this other than I'm anxious and just don't want to feel alone in it. I feel like the only person going through this. It's even upsetting my cats (who honestly give zero craps about me at night, they aren't "snuggly" they never go on the furniture but they will lay within 5 feet of me and stare in to my soul)... anyway they have actually been sleeping with me which is usually a sign that I'm not doing well.
I guess I just want to share I'm going through a lot right now, just writing this is making me cry so maybe I just need tea and sympathy I've got no clue.
I shared a site the other day that helped me feel better and calm... anyone have that kind of stuff to share? Aside from medication I already take I have no clue I can't calm myself in the middle of my sleep since I'm... sleeping.
Edited to add that I had the ingenious idea of calling my P. Maybe she will know.