I'm still so hurt and confused. At the last session, after she said she was unable to continue with me, I was pretty upset and said some unkind things to her. She continued to tell me she did care, she only wanted the best for me. She also acknowledged she was experiencing counter transference with me in. a maternal way. Knowing this hurt me even more. I feel very abandoned. So, I have made appointments with 2 new therapists....I see the first one tomorrow and the second one on Wednesday. My instinct is to cancel and run like hell. Why am I setting myself up for this again. I honestly don't think I can ever trust again...and I'm scared...this is all so fresh and raw. My rational self knows its the right thing to do, but the little part of me is feeling very vulnerable....this really sucks
Thanks for listening...
LK