Hi everyone, faces old and new :-)

I hope everyone is well. I need to vent here...


Just coming to the sinking realization that I am one of 'those' therapy clients. Intractable, threatening to quit, obsessing, hyperventilating, needing a lot of contact, obsessing, argumentative... did I mention that I obsess? Clearly, I am in it for the long haul, and it's confusing because I still look back and think that I should be... well, "easy".

Anyway, I opened up recently and felt such crushing void when the time ended, that I honestly think... I just can't take this any more... :/ I spent a lot of time talking about it, which is good, but then basically getting nothing back... which is bad. I didn't know how to pick it back up the next time. I want to feel like I am getting something in return... some connection, some empathy, some solace...

It's frustrating as hell.

Thank you for reading :-)