((((BB)))))

Hey Beebs, just wanted to pop in and say that I'm thinking of you and hoping that you are managing to cope with this. I can imagine how difficult it is to not have therapy to fall back on anymore. Sending you lots of love and strength. and hugs of course. (((BB))))

Thank you for all of the continuing support and hugs, you guys. I am not able to post much about how I'm doing right now for some reason, it is just hard, but I want to thank you all.

Love BB

Oh, hi- Nobody!...I do not think we met before? It is really nice to see you. Thank you for the kindness.

hugs,

BB

Yeah, I know- I figured that out after I was on here for a little while. ((((((LG))))))

I am sorry it is so hard (((((BB))))).

Am thinking of you.
Butterfly

Hi BB, I am so sorry that this is happening for you at the moment. I also totally understand your not wanting to look for another T at this time....you have spent sooo long and tried sooo hard with this T. I think, like others have said, it's natural to go back to putting up defenses, especially when you are feeling so vulnerable. But maybe...after a time...you will want to find the person that will guide and walk with you on the next part of your journey.
There is nothing wrong with you BB - you are struggling, like so many of us do. But I do know the "if this person who I adore cannot help me, no one can" feeling.....

I wish I could say something more helpful, or constructive....just want you to know I get where you are coming from on all you have said..

((((BB))))

Faith xx

thanks, sweeties...I am trying to figure out stuff, how to think straight, how to cope, but I'm not doing very well. I need to try to figure out what is wrong but I don't know how. It's a frustrating place.

BB

Hey BB,

Can I just commend you on being brave enough to go through this pain and even try to figure it out (regardless of if you can or not)? Try to just take care of yourself in any way you can. In my experience it is hardest to figure out what is wrong when the pain clouds out everything else. And it's extremely frustrating. But you are bravely making your way through this, Beebs...I wish you could see it from my perspective. I really admire your strength in everything you are going through. ((((((BB))))))

((((Beebs)))))

Thanks R2G and Kashley...I appreciate it.

just a little update...I worry about people worrying about me, if that makes any sense, so I just wanted to say that I won't be around for at least a couple of days.

Hugs,

BB

(((BB))) Thanks for letting us know. Hope to hear from you very soon!

Please don't go too far away (((Beebs))).
Love, Morgs x

thanks for letting us know, look forward to when you are back, take good care of you!
jane

Take care of yourself Beebs. I'm thinking of you.

Hugs
TN

((BB)))

HAng in there.

Liese

No worries, feather-face. Love you!

SG

Will miss you Beebs, take good care of yourself. Thanks for letting us know. And know you're always welcome whenever you're hear, feathered one.

Love to you, BB. Just take care of yourself. Thinking and praying for you!

Thinking of you BB. Thank you for letting us know. (((Hugs)))

((((((Beebs)))))

Take good care of yourself. I'll miss you around here.