I've brought in a couple things for my T before. Usually I have to read them.
When I read my writing, if it's intense it gets hard because I cry and such... I also feel ashamed and awkward.
It also feels like my T is disconnected and not there and that I'm not communicating with her, but at her. There feels like a loss of authenticity somehow? I don't know how to read and still feel attuned to.
The thought of her just reading it alone is mortifying though...
How does this work out for you in therapy?