I guess I just worry about it, she tells me ive been in therapy for months and months, and i dont feel like I even know why I go there, I know stuff happened to me but when i think about it...it feels like it doesnt even apply to me.

blah I just feel Im too dramatic for her. I guess i do take everything personally....I keep thinking she just wants to avoid me, but since im such a freako she doesnt know how to tell me so blah shell just abandon me or idk what blahhh
this whole thing is rambling. sorry : \

I don't think she is saying she needs a break from you but I hope you'll tell her how you feel.

My T told me I saw her for about 6-8 months and barely said anything the entire time I was there. What I remember of the sessions is talking a lot but she actually LAUGHED and said... no... I literally sat and said almost nothing the whole time. So I think if you're overwhelmed... it's easy to forget. Even now I can't remember the first year of my work with T2.

Missing the content of your sessions I think happens to many people. I haven't really felt like I've missed them physically, like not gone so I can imagine that would be distressing.

Hope you can talk more to your T about this; I take stuff personal too.