Liese...I think you and I are in the same place...so you can understand how that would be read as a rejection, no matter what. I know it's not, but it feels that way. thanks for understanding.

SO, now I replied to all you guys after all. I hope that was not bad. I know you will say, not, but it really feels that way. I will keep on trying!

Love to you, kind ladies,

BB

HI BB,

Don't feel guilty. Or try not to anyway. We're all here to help each other. There have been times when I've wanted to quit. And, then my T says something like your T did when your T said, it would be a bad idea to quit ... and so I hold on. And here I am today. I struggle with being cared about to. I want it so badly but it always hurt in the past. It's like that flickering flame. But at the end of the day, we have to learn to accept caring from others so we feel connected and we can fight our depression. Maybe it's hard for you to accept caring from your T? That's his job, to care about you.

Thanks so much for the support, DF...

hugs back,

BB