Hi everyone,

It's been a while since I've posted anything. I've been very preoccupied. Right now I just feel like venting!! For the last month my job has laid off a lot of people and cut back on hours. Hourly employees have lost their overtime and been cut down to 32 hrs/week!!! Who can live off of that?!! Things have picked back up a bit though; only some of us have gone back to 40/hrs but that doesn't include me. Yes I'm looking for another job but I don't know how soon I'll get that and besides, I'm not a US Citizen and my Resident Alien Card has expired two months ago. I'm in the process of renewing it hopefully for free. I requested a fee waiver which will take about 60 days to review. So in the meantime, my money is going downhill and I have to keep borrowing money from a check cashing store. Some of my creditors are working with me as well.
Another thing that adds to my misery is my apparent (I hope I can mention it here) sex addiction. I won't go into detail on that but for those of you who read a post from me last month on my confusion about my counselor, this is one area in which she was not very helpful. One day she thought I had an addiction and another day she didn't. I don't see her anymore. I've been struggling with this all my life. A part of me wants to stop but it just feels too damn good until I feel like crap. I've been checking self-help websites as well. That's all I'll say for now.