Usually, for me, I feel extremely tired, lethargic is more the correct work. I also cannot concentrate at all or make even the simplest decision. Everything from deciding what to wear in the morning to trying to understand a customer complaint at work feels overwhelming to the point that I feel I am on the verge of a break-down constantly.
Sometimes, however (and more recently) it feels different. It feels like a nervous, or anxious depression. I can only explain it like a feeling that there is a pending doom hanging over me that something bad is going to happen. It's an unsettling, worrying feeling that brings me to uncontrollable tears. I can't stand it. Not that any depression feels good, but if I had to pick, I would pick feeling lethargic and not being able to concentrate. I am wondering why it feels so different sometimes?
I am curious about others experience?
Thanks for any responses