) as the hope that you could just reach out and touch T, or T could touch you- and then suddenly be better. Too simplistic interpretation, maybe. cause I find my own (very occasional dreams) to be very simplistic. (mine are obvious, to the point of yawning) so sorry if I transferred that to yours, which seem much more complex, and open to lots of interpretations to me. Maybe, it's the hope and wish for an instant cure. The longing for that, and for fairness and justice. As we all wish for. Idk?? what do I know about dreams? nothing. total guesses. I guess those are just my thoughts, tkae or leave.***triggers maybe***I had a dream the other day. This is a strange thing for me, to dream, to remember. I had a dream that I was in therapy with a strange T. And that all these totally repressed memories were uncovered. It felt so real. It was like "oh my gosh, that happened and now for this moment I can see it clearly!" They were really awful memories, like the worst, some guy..or woman I guess?) torturing me, dressed all in white. Then I woke up and was really, really confused about that! I think ti was just a dream, from thinking about therapy a lot ove the past couple years. I don't think it necessarily means that I have a lot of repressed memories or something. But gosh it *felt so real.* The memories, and the feeling of the memory within the dream felt so real. Totally weird and confusing! I had no feelings about it. It was just a dream. I didn't wake up scared or freaked or anything. I felt nothing. Or if I did feel, I didn't let myself feel it.
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